Dear Giraffeinthesky

smileysunflower:

(my only friend on tumblr as of now)

I have changed my settings for tumblr so it’s not just plain old tumblr-blue any more!

I hope I’ll see you sometime before school ends…. 

erm…. bye?

(how do you end a post? …. weird.)

Please change your post settings so that I can respond to them. 

I better see you before school ends. 

Love,

Giraffesinthesky

P.S. I like the new setting, but your thing is still UNTITLED!!!!!!!!!

A present for Jen

TOUCHGIFTTOUCHGIFTTOUCHGIFTTOUCHGIFTTOUCHGIFT

Love,

Earnestine

Here I am again

none different from the last time

or the time before

maybe a little more battered

maybe a little more beaten

 

this again?

 

Here again

defeated and desperate

asking for a salve, an ointment

Anything

 

But I wasn’t trying to pick at the scab

to make it bleed harder

or to trip over that same spot

It really looked less bumpy this time around

I was fine on my own

I can see the road and its bumps and forks

I was fine, really

It got dark fast, but that didn’t trouble me

Who needs to see the trail behind me anyway?

shards of a heart that used to beat

trickles of blood that used to coarse

in the fragments of veins that once lay under my skin.

 

Hope, don’t forsake me

Love, don’t leave me

 

I have forgotten beauty

But You will not be forgotten

 

Your spark will not be smothered

 

I do not know what I want

but You do not deny

 

Father, here I am again

broken again

hunched before beauty that my eyes do not recognize

 

I want to see, Father, I want to see!

No more darkness

but eyes that see

sparks that brighten

uninhibited by the emptiness

 

You are

Unquenchable and undeniable

 

I am aflame with Your promises of

Life

Embrace your distractions

cut it off

don’t look back

there’s no merit in these ties

disappointment breaks

but freedom gained from fear

only cushions

free yourself and spin faster

plunge back into the knots and hide in these nets

don’t be afraid 

the choking only lasts so long, dear

there is no ending without gasping

go ahead, take the leap!

he’s right there behind you 

shove

cushioned and welcoming

saccharine promises of pleasure

take that!

take your terror and feed the grin

chuckle in your darkness, love

don’t wait for daybreak

lest you see 

fractured knots and dissipated nets

in your mangled giggling

Don’t jest

your slashes are but half-moon incisions carved into your face

aim better next time. 

It’s not over till it’s over. 

snip snip snip

freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

feel like myself again

(via razorbladesalvations)

YESSSS DAYLIGHT SAVINGS!!!!

SUN SUN SUN. YAY SPRING!!!!!

the low moon helps me sing

hahhhahaha

i can only laugh.

rwong gnorw wongr ngowr wrngo